Bring me back to the place of forgiveness & grace

I haven't really cared much about blogging since last week.

Thursday and Friday were so boring. Saturday, we went grocery shopping, but I wanted to actually go DO something FUN, but everyone was busy so that plan was shot.

Sunday, it was my normal routine of getting up and getting ready for church. Church was pretty awesome...Paige went forward about baptism, which made my morning. When I came home, I felt kind of good, but was still bored because Cara and Liz were in Chicago, and Jennifer was at some kind of lunch thing, so I had no one to really talk to. I decided to see if there was a high-quality video of the live version of Awake & Alive on the Internet. When I found it, I liked what John said about rock'n'roll, so I posted it on Facebook and watched it a second time. The first time I hadn't paid much attention, but I fullscreened the video the second time. Let me put it this way. The live version blew me away and affected me strongly. I just felt this peaceful happiness, or at least my version of peaceful happiness (which means feeling at liberty to dance, sing out loud, and just spin around in circles and laugh like everything's perfect). And I started worshiping and praying and read my Bible for a bit and I just felt GOOD. I felt like I was good with God for the time being and He was okay with me, and I was just so content.

Of course, I, being human, had to ruin it by coming up with the idea that maybe I could go to the Skillet show in Dallas this Friday. Sunday night, I ended up being so disappointed because I couldn't find a ride. Oh, humanity. *headdesk*

I'm very certain that I won't be going, but I'm actually okay with that. God has His reasons.

Today wasn't great, because Hannah's getting sick, and everyone was boring, but I've had a very rhythmic feeling all day, if you could call it that. I made a drumset out of pillows on my couch and started making stuff up, since I can't buy Alexa's electric kit.

That's just my randomness rundown of the last few days.