Back in Black

I'm so lame, haha...I don't actually listen to the song Back in Black...

Anyway, I love God so much right now. He's teaching me the value and meaning of grace, and of leaning on Him when I know I should, which is all the time.

He's also reminded me recently that I'm supposed to stay single like I committed. I was so tempted to break that commitment, until God showed me how big of a jerk that "best friend" really is. He claims he's a Christian yet he thinks that my idea of love (which follows the Corinthians verse) is a deliberate jab at him and basically says that everything he does is wrong. Which I was never trying to do. If he's not doing what is right according to the Bible, maybe HE should be the one checking his heart and his priorities. And by the way...he sought a reason to argue with me last night. So we're not friends. At all. As in, I refuse to even speak to him. He's on my prayer list just like everyone else, I'm just not associating myself with him anymore. And you know what? I'm happy! I really am! I feel free now. Like...I was being held by a big chain rope and now it's gone, and it feels amazing. Glory be to God in the highest!

Meanwhile...all my major Band events are over with. I'm actually really sad. Looking forward to summer Band so much though :) I'm gonna be a seeeeenior next year!

So...I'm hoping that Jennifer and I can go with Alan to get her senior pics done in a couple weeks. Whenever it does happen, Jenn and I want to get one of us together. We have three or four pics of us together, but no professionals. I love having her for the second sister I never had :)

UIL is this Friday, Emily is coming to stay on Saturday, and I'm going to Church Under the Bridge on Sunday...this is gonna be a fun weekend!

Peace be with you. Amen.