God is Indescribable

So tonight was awesome. For anyone who is just reading this like "Whaaaa?" I went to a mission trip benefit concert that my youth pastor's band played in, and...wow. Have I mentioned I have never seen so many people in Waco so fired up for God? I've also never had God bearing down on me basically urging me to be on my face. Well, I have, but I've never complied. WOW.

So I have to confess. I have what I call "Worship ADD". I start to really worship, and the enemy knocks my concentration completely out so that I'm struggling to focus on God. This has been going on for awhile now, and I think because of it, I've forgotten what God's presence is like. Actually, I'm starting to think that I've never really felt God's COMPLETE, ENTIRE presence before. As soon as we started to worship, I felt this weight and heaviness all over me, and it was part of what bore me down to the ground, and it pushed me over to people to pray with them, and I don't think I've ever sang out during worship before. I never felt the presence of the Spirit the way I did tonight, if I ever did at all. God was using the Spirit to work in all of us that were there. Brittni was praying out in tongues, and I don't think she was the only one. Everyone there was singing out or crying out during prayer and during the music, and most of us were on the floor. Brittni said she felt the same heaviness I did, and I bet we weren't the only two. If I didn't know what the Spirit was before, I do now.

They will remember we were here. Because we are going to go out into the world and tell them what our God has done and who He is and how beyond-words amazing He is. Jesus is the Kingdom and the only One who deserves glory. I can't remember what exact Psalm this was, but: "I lift my eyes unto the hills, where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth." My friends and I will remain in awe of God and on fire.

Amen.